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Sunday, January 22, 2012

It gets harder everyday

and i can't seem to shake the pain.

Ever read or saw something that killed you inside.Like the moment you saw it you felt your gut drop and everything good that has happened in your life never really mattered?
Everything wasgoing good till i came across that.As if it was meant to hurt me and ruin my whole day.
Yes i was going fine till i stumbled across that.And now practically my whole day has been ruined.
And you know what's the worst part i read it again and again,hoping to find a hint of a lie in your words ; in vain.

There have been many things that have broke me down and brought me to my knees.Despite all i've been through i always,always found a way to go back to normal,to function like nothing happened.Cos that's the way i am or rather the way i was.Yes,was,cos i always found a way to find an inner strength of sorts to pull me out of my misery.But this,this is too overwhelming.Too much.And i've drained every last bit of hope and faith only to find that i'm stuck,in this abyss.

Maybe i'll go back to being normal,but what's the use?The previous year was nothing but a struggle.A struggle of crying in silence and putting up a facade.I brought in the new year thinking maybe,just maybe this year would be a bit better.But look where that left me.I'm a fool.I never realize that the moment i overcome one obstacle i'm always thrown a bigger one.And now i'm facing not one but maybe even 3 obstacles.Obstacles that could possibly ruin my future with one small wrong move.

I'm tired.Tired of waiting for better days.Tired of hoping for better days.And tired of expecting better days only to be dissapointed.

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